It’s full of misgivings, anxiety, lovelorn heart-strings, fanatical excitement, fleeting fantasies, receipts of tales, drunken moments of poetic expressions – and I felt wistful, diving into the scraps of travel memoirs and discorded past. There is something beautiful amidst this mess – I’ve yet to locate what – of seemingly useless bits and ends, that [...]

I contemplate occasionally if this bond is real – this isn’t trite, it isn’t superficial nothingness, and all those chatting for hours on end were for once, entertainingly real, regardless of your alcohol-induced frame of mind. It has been a long while since I’ve ever chatted with my friends for ages and as smoothly like [...]

Project 365 #12: Wednesday, 25th February 2009
The vast, dark terrains of Future lie spread out before me, and there I stand right in between the light – where there is Past – and the Future, and I can’t make out the outlines of my surrounding. The darkness swells as I see vague shadows that metamorphose [...]

I was sitting in my chair perusing through the life jottings of the people I’ve grown to love, and noticed the excessive melancholy languishing around in the air akin to a veil of The Plague. For no visibly obvious reason, I started to feel this plague gradually terrorising me, that choke in the throat and [...]

Everything that we do, a certain standard of morals guard and constrain us from venturing outside this invisible boundary. Precisely why most of the time I might seem apathetic about issues people are very vocal about, because I suspend judgement, acknowledging the fact that there are two sides of a coin, and that morality is [...]

The world is crude, harsh. Sometimes as I try to climb back up the staggeringly deep pitfalls of disappointment, I found myself inclined to make a strangulating accusation towards the world, before I wrangle the blame on myself. I blame you, world, I’d curse inwardly when things spiralled smoothly out of control, but I know [...]

You had tears brimming in your eyes, red, your hair-snipping scissors twirling in your hand. For a brief moment of an over-active imagination, I was afraid you’d drive that pair down into your chest. I’ve never seen you like this before and I was at a loss for words. You told me about the knife [...]

Never have I been so happy in my life that the word negative was uttered to me.

I just got back from a crazy night of drinking. The residues of alcohol in my system and my apparent lack of sleep are getting to my head – and my thoughts are splintering themselves in a hailstorm of confusion.
I slept on the couch of the living room of my friend’s house after having too [...]