Withdrawal symptoms surfaced, and I couldn’t help it. I can’t seem to break away from chasing love and lust all around – I know I mentioned 6 months ago that enough is enough, any sort of further investment is detrimental to my mental health but how can one help it? I wish I could be [...]

It was like a regular, happy-go-lucky day today, and it was supposed to be. Until I got into a minor accident (it’s too strong of a word still, the front of my car merely gently knocked into it) where I suppose both of us were at fault, the old geezer for illegally parking thus obstructing [...]

It was too rockish, metallic for my tastes, but I accepted it on MSN anyway out of politeness. Or was I too chickened enough, too wanting enough to impress that I decided to not say anything that might hurt or annoy. I always had these funny ideas about acceptance, always, always wanting to please people [...]

If at all, when I’m in your arms, I find the proverbial statement of wanting time to stand still very true. Thanks for the many firsts, including indirectly making me learn how to drive all the way to KJ alone. :) Thanks for renewing my faith in the world at large, and you. And you, [...]

I’d be the happiest with the two of us together at Iguazu Falls. Turns out that lonely people are all the same. Wish you were here. Wish we were there.

When does the line between helping people and being used blur? Why do I feel like a full-fledged adolescent again? Why am I assaulted by a myriad of emotionally draining senses I do not like nor invite? Why does being a legal adult seem not to bring a transition of maturity I desire? Is thank [...]

I pledge my allegiance to you. I won’t be where Lancelot failed, where Merlin’s magic struggled, where Guinevere betrayed. A lowly peon I may be, but let me wander with the strangling hope to someday be one of the Knights of the Round Table. Because wherever I may go, you would forever be my king.