Grey morals

Everything that we do, a certain standard of morals guard and constrain us from venturing outside this invisible boundary. Precisely why most of the time I might seem apathetic about issues people are very vocal about, because I suspend judgement, acknowledging the fact that there are two sides of a coin, and that morality is subjective.

Yet I’m unsure if I’ve crossed the line, becoming the very catalyst of others’ unforgivable sins that I never thought I’d become. Have I ventured too far, experimented too much? Every new experience has been thrillingly exciting for me – but I put it to my youth.

Sometimes I feel as if I’m a masked crusader on a quest to uncover the secrets of humans that meander around unconsciously. I don’t seek anyone’s understanding because I’m sure most won’t be able to understand my actions – except for maybe the two people on my mind right now – and it is in this morally grey territory that I feel that I belong.