In: School
4 Mar 2005 9:10 amMy class is a major source of annoyance and disappointment. Take these two accounts for instance:
Case 1:
When I overheard Andy (of 5B) asking his class yesterday about how many pages they want for the school mag, they seemed very enthusiastic about it, and it seems like they settled on 2 colour pages, 1 black&white (RM1200).
Rushing to my class to tell them about this, most of them didn’t respond well to this idea. They’re hardly enthusiastic, and some of them even suggested this CD idea where you video some candid stuffs and burn it on the CD.
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Good idea, yes, but WTF is wrong with buying two or three pages for ourselves? It’s our fucking final year dammit. And it’s gonna appear in a school magazine. WHAT IS SO BAD WITH THAT.
And you only need to pay RM5 per month till October for two colour pages. And after much convincing and yadayadaness and I was on the verge on giving up on this stupid brilliant class, the majority agreed on RM3.60 for 1 colour and 1 b&w. A tiny RM1.40 difference.
Better than nothing, but I’m majorly disappointed by such unenthusiastic response. No class spirit whatsover, compared to 5B. FIVE BESTARI.
Case 2:
When you have an overly excited class to finish off all sorts of rudiments of homework, it’s bad news for thyself.
Maybe I’ve changed my perspective about homeworks and all, but this overload of homework is gonna make me go insane one day. I swear. Which is why I am not going to do any Chem homework simply because the teacher is a boring bitch, magnified so after ‘The Letter’ (this should be a best-selling novel one day, I predict).
I’m physically tired, and I’m sick. I still have that million stabbing knives in my throat, and I can’t sleep well last night because of this.
Do I have any regrets in my five years studying in my lovely school?
Only one, I think, for not transferring into 4B when I had the chance last year. Yes, I had one chance but I blew it, thinking I should give 4A a chance, and because En Aziz was the class teacher of 4B last year (and when I had disliked him).
Yes, my sole regret. And I’m glad this weekday came to an end. Goodbye insanity.
Update: Daniel shares my sentiments. Good ol’ Daniel!

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4 Thoughts to Insanity ends today
expectation
March 5th, 2005 at 1:29 am
my only regret is that i didnt change to SU last time, albeit my application was not approved.
and also when i didn’t shift to MRSM when i was offered the chance early last year.
sigh. life is full of regrets but it’s how u see it sometimes. i can choose to close one eye and learn to like the path i chose, or moan perpetually abt the opportunities that i let flee.
Clem
March 5th, 2005 at 10:55 pm
Very good point. I shall choose to try and enjoy my last year in happily studious 5A while it lasts.
creAtive
March 5th, 2005 at 11:08 pm
I agree with the freakin amount of homework comin in juz when i set my mind to finish all homework by end of every week. But it doesn’t seem to stop coming in. I cant take it either. I have to struggle everyday sleeping at late night juz to finish so many freaking homework. I have no time for my leisure after the ‘Letter’ incident. I choose to go easy and finish my homework according to my time planned out. For the azila aka godzilla, i m definitely taking my bladdy sweet time in everything she gives.
Well, i guess this is how it would go as long as we are in this skool. Hope you can enjoy the last year with freedom.
Clem
March 12th, 2005 at 12:17 am
Sigh. Too much homework till we’ve no time to study, and I’m not making excuses. =/
sighs again