Totemo sabishii ne?

Just got back from Pyramid roughly 30 mins ago, together with Toshi, WH, and YY (Xin Hui). We didn’t do anything extraordinary in particular, but after walking around aimlessly there without purchasing anything (only me the exception, I bought Do As Infinity’s latest CD - Need Your Love for RM49).

If there’s a word to describe what I’m feeling now, it would be profound sadness (k, that’s two words). I’m on the verge of crying actually -- I’m not sure whether I should even be admitting that. WH did that earlier in school, and Toshi was crying in his shower when I went to WH’s house before embarking to Pyramid. WH’s eyes were all puffy, it was a completely sombre mood.

We didn’t really feel insanely excited at the prospect of being at Pyramid. Toshi and WH wanted to ice-skate, but didn’t have enough money. In the end we went to the arcades, and played some shoot-em-up games, and that… game, where you have two players on either side, and try to hit a circular disc thingy into each other’s goal. Whatever that name is.

I’m waiting for Shawn to pick me up for the Koperasi dinner later, which is why I’m blogging now since I’ve no one to talk to (Suet isn’t answering me on MSN) right now, and I need to pour this out. Really. I feel reluctant to go to the dinner, even though it’s our final one and it’s gonna be smashing, as I can’t see Toshi off at the airport. RB will be doing that though.

And the fact that Geok Leng isn’t coming to the dinner as she has a grandma-is-sick emergency, kinda dampens my mood even more. The entire team of Form 5 seniors won’t be there. Ahhhhhh.

If sadness is a musical pitch, I’m a tenor. A wonderful tenor about to break my voice.

...haha, what an analogy.

Sayonara. Toshi.